It's been a while. I think there is no other place for me to express myself besides here. First of all, I would like to apologize to my beloved dear for giving her tons of burden when she already had tons of them. It's entirely not your fault dear, I should be more understanding instead kept pestering you with my immatureness. I am proud to tell you guys I have a pretty, smart and love-me-a-lot Gf. You will be my greatest memory that will be embedded deep in my heart for the rest of my life. It's always you that will stand beside me throughout this 5 years. I ain't that normal compare to the rest of my friends, I have a 50-70% heart blockage heart which I don't feel comfortable telling any of my friends. I shouldn't even tell you in the first place which leads to one of the reason for you to kept holding up this relationship. Speaking of selfish, I think I possessed more compare to you dear. Life is just full with misery. You will never know what is going to happen tomorrow. I love you, but I know love is not everything. You cant just survive with love itself. You need money, you need education, you need career. A Fcc is nothing compare to all these. But to me you are my everything, I treasure you even more than my life. Sometimes I really wonder why do i still have so much love for you even though it's been almost 5 years. All the best in your studies dear, I will not be calling nor messaging you much from now on. I want to respect the mutual agreement. I will be waiting for the day when you come to me and say : " Dear, I am ready. " Be strong and there will be always tomorrow. Loves.
Signing off as " Sad drake ".
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