Drenched.

Not going to write anything in this post! Just close your eyes and listen.

I'm no longer able to hold it back...

4 months later

4 months later...

I’m in the boat right now and not sure what to make of this unexpected ‘how are you?’ from you. I feel good; I even have a slight smirk on my face. But then it hits me, and my minds start to work on high speed to process all these new thoughts because you are the last person I can ever think of to give me a text. 

A million apologies won't ease the pain in your heart cause I truly understand time heal all wounds, but the scars remain. Esther, I'm sorry. I'm really glad you took the initiative to text me! It’s been long since I talked to you. In fact, I miss those times where we could just talk about everything and anything. I missed you. I've always cared and there will random moments where you just pop-out in my mind. 

Anyway, I hope that you are doing well or fine by now! I am sure he treats like nobody-else and definitely a much better guy than me. All the best in your upcoming papers! 

Loves,

Drake foo.

Everything Falls Apart

Everything falls Apart

There is no question we live distracted lives. It’s the natural result of living in front of screens. We sit in front of our computer screens, trying to work, but email notifications and breaking news pop up, leading us away from the task at hand. We talk and browse the internet on our phone, all the while Push notifications pop up and tell us of some breaking event that demands our attention. We try and watch tv, but even the places we look for information are filled with breaking news updates and a scrolling ticker at the bottom.

The challenge that we all face is in rightly prioritizing the important over the immediate. While being involved in social media and living in a connected world are not inherent evils, the results on our relationships can be overwhelming. Sigh I always tend to prioritize the immediate over the important.

Life is all about choices, touching others, and being touched by the acts of others each day. It's about who we really are. It's about finding our true selves and being honest about what we feel and what we believe every hour of every day. I believe in fate. It is absolutely important that each of us never surrender those things we feel are right and true within ourselves. To do so would only leave us feeling like we've betrayed the foundations of who we are. Never surrender the honesty of your hopes, your dreams, or your values, no matter what anyone says. In the end, the person you really have to live with isn't your parents, your friends, or those who pressure you into doing things. It's YOU. No regrets after all and no turning back. I'm really glad to know you. 

                                                                          

No regrets.

                                                                                                                                                                   

                                                                                                                                                                      Loves,
                                                                                                                                                                     Stolen heart.