erm random thoughts !

Holidays ending :) something to share

WEDNESDAY , 24th September 2008 - Okay When the daylight is gone from the sky,And we're sitting here by the log fire,I think how lucky I was to have found you.I did not know the true meaning of love,That is until you walked into my life…

That was to be the luckiest day of my life honey,I now know how to receive love, and returnIt with a passion unknown to me before.When we are together it is like a racing wildfire,Burning hot and fast, with smoldering embers reaching out everywhere, but so hard to find…

This I do promise you baby, no matter whatI will always be here by your side.If you should fall, it'll be me who picks you upNot a stranger, or a passer by, if youHave to cry, you will have my shoulder to cry upon;Then, when you laugh, I'll laugh along side of you…

My love for you erupts like a volcano,Always hot and never fully to die or go out,For you have shown me what it's like to love again.If I should ever do you wrong, don't be afraid to tell me, for I will fix it, not tomorrow but todayThis is my undying pledge, which I give to you alone…!

I will never forget what have u done for me , to be with me when i was in the most crictical part of my life , to cry with me , to laugh with me , to be my everything..i love you michelle :)..

Hmmm 2nd semester is starting , i guess i wont be able to see u so often anymore but u'll always stay in my heart..

what's working like ?

Tuesday ,12th August 2008 - I am so so so sry that i didn't update my blog for like 1 month ):..I am really seeking for u guys forgiveness. Especially my dear. But there's always a reason behind the scene :]..the reason is because FCC aka me IS WORKING ! hmm..yea i am working as an office boy in secret recipe which is located not far away from my house (about 2-3 minutes ).

Every morning i wake up at 8 am to get myself ready. But most of the time i will be feeling very sleeepy. My job starts at 8.30 till 5.30. Hah but in between there's a lunch break from 12.30-1.30. So i walk back home and enjoy my meal watching television etc etc , last but not least a nap :] which i think is kinda short . NO is very short -__-. What to do ): , tak de duit ma T.T.

Frankly speaking I dislike working there :x . it's either the environment or the people but is the job scope e.g filling, key in data into the computer, counting punchcards etc etc. I really feel like quitting sometimes but I tell myself then what's the point working so hard for the past 2 weeks ?I will quit when the time comes and which isssssssssss...22nd of August 2008 ! Hahaha is ngam ngam 1 month :X..

So there's all about my working daily routine..hmmm although the salary is kinda little but at least i learn something very important which is # money doesn't comes easy # * winnk*

Oh ya before ending my post :] , something for my dear

hehe i am so so so proud of my relationship :]

Me and my dear 18th anniversary was on the 8th august 2008.

which is on the opening ceremony of olympic :x

So do i consider myself lucky ? :]

Happy 18 th month anniversary dear :D

I do hope we will go through thick and thin together and happily - forever

GB'S BACK IN ACTION.

This blog is so eff-ing DEAD.

Super cannot tahan already. So, I'm here again to give a "breath of life" to this blog!

Breath of life. as in. lame jokes xD

1) What is the angriest newspaper in Malaysia?

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Rage (The Star).

2)What is the hottest newspaper in Malaysia?

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The Sun

3) What is the brightest newspaper in Malaysia?

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The Star

So now, your turn to answer.

What is the most racist newspaper in Malaysia?

Love,
GB (:

A happy outing :]

Saturday ,12 th July 2008- YEAP YEAP YEAP ,IT'S HOLIDAY !! I just finished my semester 0 last friday..hmmmmmm after a 1 week battle with loads of calculations x.x , I am freeeee like a bird flying where ever i like !

Before my holiday , i planned an outing with my dear :D which is Today..alright we watched hellboy 2 which i think is kinda over-rated. Hmmm if rating from 1-10 i will give a 6.5 :]..

hell boy 2

After the movie , we met up with adrian , kha chun , austen and his friend. We had our lunchie at vivo. [ IS ALL CHEEESEEEE , omg i dont eat cheese :( ( except for pizza hut's hawaian chicken )* speaking within my heart * ] BUT , thx god there's FISH AND CHIPS :]..

Here some pics taken after my lunchie :'x ,Before that let me make things clear ! dont say i act cute or something ! Is just some random emotions of mine :]..

My babe :]

And then...there goes my day :']

p/s : thx dear :] i love you and happy 17 th month anniversary. :]

something true about me

Scorpio - July 11, 2008Today you may feel a powerful urge to get out and be with your friends, dear Scorpio, even if nothing definite is planned. There won't be any pressing reason for this, as you shouldn't be feeling particularly lonely. You'll just want to indulge in the light conversation and good-hearted banter that you always share with others. Someone may have some exciting news to relate. Get out of the house, go to your favorite meeting place, and have fun.

I think my favorite meeting place is nottingham with edison, adrian, kha chun, lawrence, austen, and esmond..maybe i do miss nottingham..hmmmmmmm..

You are still my forever champion- Roger Federer

A truthful moment - 2007 wimbledon final

Roger Federer retained his crown as king of Wimbledon, beating young Spanish prince Rafael Nadal to secure his fifth consecutive title,
Roger Federer, 2007 Gentlemen's Singles Champion.

but..

2008 wimbledon final

Roger Federer looks on in despair as his Wimbledon reign comes to an end losing the final to Rafael Nadal. Nadal won a captivating match in close to five hours of sensational tennis of the highest quality.

Monday , 7th July 2008 -Roger Federer described his Wimbledon final defeat by Rafael Nadal as the most painful loss of his career, but vowed that he is not about to give up his world number one status to his great rival.

A true champion is not only he who wins all tournaments, but he who looses with greatness, dignity, and after giving away all that was possible for him to do.... Roger Federer, a true champion

something from me to roger :]

Keep the faith, don't lose your perseverance and always trust your gut extinct. You are always my champion.

missing you..

Sunday, 6th July 2008 - Alright alright sry for my late update again :( , dont blame me because i am having my final term of examination. But after this final term , i will have 3 months of holiday * wink *..but..i am feeling sad in the meantime..i miss dear :(..it has been 3 weeks we never see each other..

When I miss you, sometimes I listen to music or look at pictures of you, not to remind me of you but to make me feel as if I'm with you. It makes me forget the distance and capture you..

i am not alone, but i am lonely without you..

:]..


dear dont angry me :( cause i put this pic

ps : is getting late , i go zhuo zhu de :]..

a hot day

Thursday ,26th June 2008 - To say that this particular day was a hot day would be a grave understatement. It is on the days like this that bushfires start, the day when people die of heartstroke, the days you weren't at school. Oh well , the journey from TTS2 to my university i felt like i'd been walking in the desert for days. As every agonizing second crawled by a snails pace , i was getting thirstier and thirstier. My lips was dry , and my throat was sore and begging God just a single drop of anything.( but thx god i was accompanied by lawrence and kha chun )

About 15 minutes of walk under the hot sun we " almost reach the university " but before that there's a going up hill road. The part i felt like traversing through a corridor full of thick jelly, as if i was in slow motion, but i didnt stop. After reaching the top of it , i could feel the perspiration everywhere, like a fever that engulfs your whole body.

I kept going, and saw my own reflection in the metal of the sink. I could already taste that sweet life juice running down my throat and into my belly. I placed my hand on the little handle. I forced it down. The shooting water straight up at me was like heaven * ahleluya *

heh , the complete family of the " cool group "

Sunday, 22th June 2008 - hey guys long time no see ! FINAL TEST IS COMING , must start studying again :(..alright remember i said that the missing 3 person of our cool group? hehe ta-da !! And this is our complete family :D of our " cool group"

this is lawrence :D..

a leng zai :D..

a star in football..

a loyal guy..

* picture speaks thousand words*

the left is austen..

a uber funny guy which speak super funny jokes..

a leng zai of course..

would like to meet leng luis :D..

and his copyright " lan mou chu "

the center is edison ( not the scandal 1 )

a very cool guy..

a leng zai obviously..

when he stares at u, u better run :s..

a loyal guy too..

the right is kha chun which i introduced before :D

ps : eyes closing -__-..couldn't think much anymore..cya guys :\

ps: oh ya dear..3 more weeks :D..

happy 15th month anniversary :D.

Happy 16th month anniversary DEAR :D ,

dear u must be smiling happily everyday just like this photo..

to listen to my "syok sendiri thoughts ", to laugh with me, to cry with me, to be there for me, to listen to me, to tell me jokes, to laugh at my not-funny-jokes, to cook for me a lot of food, to tell me even if I'm super fat :X , you'll still love me, to maple with me, to bimbo with me, to camwhore with me, to phone phone with me, and to.. to.. to..
..to tell me "I love you"

Isn't she gorgeous ? she's mine mine mine mine ! RAWR.

Monday , 9th June 2008 - hmmm time really passes fast , in a blink of eye we already had been together for 15 months. Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies. Dear without the present of you in my life , i am like a nobody soul floating around..

dear if you're asking ,

If You're Asking If I Need You The Answer Is Forever,

If You're Asking If I'll Leave You The Answer Is Never,

If You're Asking What I Value The Answer Is You,

If You're Asking If I Love You The Answer Is I Do.

i love you dear :D try figure out what's this < :D

once again !

HAPPY 16th month anniversary dear :D

some prominant fellows in nottingham

Sunday , 8th June 2008 - Yes yes yes , i just finished my test * ahhhhh * overall i did fine but i screwed my POM aka chemistry badly, i have no idea y i have no interests in chem - - ?? back into few prominant fellows in nottingham..some good buddies in nottingham ( too bad i didnt manage to take edison,lawrence and austen pic's , but i will take it the coming week ) We are so called the " cool group " in nottingham :x..

there we go !




this is adrian..
a leng zhai ( but look like ghost in this pic )
a super funny man especially when playing pool with me..
a man whom I can share secrets with..
a person who wants to meet peopleS ( GIRLS ) whom he doesn't know :X..
trustable buddy :D..

this is esmond..

a man who wakes me up everyday in the morning..

a badminton player ( plays like lee chong wei )

a simple and honest man..

a very loyal guy :s..

trustable buddy too:D.

this is kha chun..

a water-polo player ( so got sexy chest and body )

a unique person with unique personality..

recently in love..( so girls who're interested , u dont stand a chance :D )

trustable buddy too :D

i am feeling sleepy alr * yawn * but i still have a lot things to write :(..but my eyes just can't stand it :[..more to come !!

:)

Monday ,2th June 2008- Helo everybody , long time no see again ! ahhh i am finishing my test soon :DD keke..my stronghold subject summore ! MATHS..kekekkeke






oh yea had been a long time i never been a poet , let's be it once again..This poem is mainly dedicate to those survivors in china Wen Chuan- (one part of the china)



Life is given to us, we earn it by giving it


Let the dead have the immortality of fame, but the living the immortality of love


Life's errors cry for the merciful beautythat can modulate their isolation into a harmony with the whole.


Life, like a child, laughs, shaking its rattle of death as it runs.



ps :Dear i am sry for not fulfilling wat i had promise to you..i should have blog on friday instead now..u're right i've giving excuses for myself..i am so so so sry..i do hope for yr forgiveness.

long time no see !

Monday , 26th may 2008 - woah ! it has been a long time i never blog , because i am really really busy with piles of assignments , lab reports and last but not least mid term test :(..

oh yea , let's not talk bout those stresssss stuff ! hehe here's some stuff i wanna share with u guys during the days in SEMENYIH.

YUMMY !! the pizza shape-like is called naan ( taste like garlic bread :S )..and some arabic foods

which i forgotten their names..is my first time eating arabic foods thou they taste kinda weird for

me * but is worth trying them :)

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hehe i am doing great here in Semenyih , everything seems to be going smoothly for me ! I am glad that what i having now..:]]] friends , love , family , health everything !!! :0

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oops is getting late i think i better make a move first ! mum nagging - -..i will tell u guys more about me myself in the very next coming thread ! cya guys <3

YumCha

This is a kinda late post. But since there's nothing much to blog about.. I shall blog about the yumcha session that we had on last saturday!

Huey ee, Jess, Ming and Sam created this fab website where all of us will be able to check out on the latest gathering.. We had the first ever gathering on last saturday as Florence will be going to Utar in Kampar soon.

So many tables joined xD

Spot she? LOLs.

Group pic which I wasn't in.

That's the end of the post! Sorry if it's too boring! (:

PS: This entry is written by GB but I will no longer specify that it's written by me. Apparently, this blog will not be updated that often as I'm also quite busy with my studies already! and as for the owner of the blog? He's gonna have exam soon! So sorry for the lack of updates! xoxo. Last but not least, good luck to FCC and his friends in the upcoming exam! Add oil ~~ (x

Random post

HELLO!!!

busy me !

Sunday ,11th may 2008 - AHHHHHH , long time no see guys :0..bo bian la very busy de ! test is coming soon and piles of assignments and lab report still not done yet !! omgg :x..i am starting to get panic ( the feeling of pee-ing in the pants )

oh ya today is mother's day..i wanna wish all the "mother" in this world happy mother day :] . Aint easy to be a mother, so we should really appreciate our mother ^__^..

yea man things are getting back on the right track again ! To : she , I wanna thx you for everything u did for me !! ty dear :DD..

I LOVE YOU , dear !

OOPS got to go , need to pack up ! cya guys ! wish me luck in my test !

Me.

If you don't know who's the hottie is above, it's okae! it's never too late to know such leng zai. Hahaha. ( Please. You can take what I say here as a joke xD. Thankyou! )

As you can see from the picture above, My name is ChuanChuen.
I hate. I mean HATE tuna! Why does anyone ever likes to eat tuna so much. Don't you think they smell??
I hate mayo! Why does anyone ever likes mayo so much? Don't you think it's all slimy and sticky?? omg.
I hate cheese! Why does anyone ever likes to eat cheese so much! They stink!! but for one thing, I eat only pizza hut's pizza cheese.
.. and my all time favourite pizza?
I present you..

Hawaiian chicken. (:

Everytime I go to Victorian Station or TGIF, 80% of the time I'll order this dish because it does not contain any cheese, tuna or mayo!
I present to you.. once again..
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(eh? Sorry. couldn't find the picture.. -.-)

FISH AND CHIPS!!!

I don't really like to eat sushi because it's not filling..
I love to go to TheCurve because it's quieter and less people. But the most important reason is because there're couple seats.. LOL!
I don't like to go OneUtama because it's always crowded!
I dislike chemistry because I always don't get what they're saying.
I prefer slippers over snickers.
My favourite sports will be tennis! and I love WILSON brand.
It has been such a LONG time since I get myself a new pair of nike snickers. I have a pair of white colour snickers and the blue one is spoilt last year.
I used to have rabbit teeth when I was young.
I don't like to eat all the FAT MEAT when I eat Bak Kut Teh. It's just too disgusting.
My favourite football team would be Manchester United.
Roger Federer is my idol.
I love the food that my mom cooks.

That's all for today =)

GB in the identity of cc.

Outing with GB and Jackie Chan.

Pictures speak a thousand words. So there we have it.. PICTURES =DD..

FCC: See my skills la!

FCC: omgwhatthefuck? not in?

JackieC: This is called skills la noob. watch and learn.

JackieC: In in in in~!

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aiyo. I don't know how to write already.. I'm not a story-teller..

Since there's nothing much to blog about. Then.. it is time for some LAME JOKES!!! WAHAHAHA.

Question: What is the most musical city in the world?

To the most potong-steamer in the world, Mr.Sean. Have fun cracking your head for the answer. x) and to all of you out there, feel free to put the answer at the cbox over there at the right side =P Have fun! Teeeheee xD

Love,
TheMostGorgeousGB <3

MR. SEAN's First POst..

YO PEOPLE!!!
This is Mr. Sean a.k.a FCC's 15 years best buddy in the Whole Wide World and so-called "Jackie Chan"??
Can you people believe that this is my very first time blogging and i am not blogging in my own blog???
You people must be wondering.. Why on earth is this "wonderful" blog of Mr.'Simple Man' has two other bloggers (actually one freshman blogger, which is me) posting silly and stupid posts.. The answer is simple.. We are best friends and this "Simple Man" does not mind sharing his blog to his lover and buddy..AWW... Isn't he sweet? (sounding gay right now)
Anyway, I just finished my college's first semester's final examination. I never felt so free in my life before..I'm serious.. It was so stressful.. I got insomnia every single night.. could not sleep well.. Studying until late at night..Sigh.. Makes me feel like I am going to resit that useless government examination,SPM, which is the worst nightmare of all secondary students i believe.
OK, cut that crap. Three of us are going out tomorrow!!! Yay.. Never felt so happy in my life before..(not) We are planning to watch the newly release blockbuster movie, "IRONMAN"!!! and play Foosball.. Looking forward to it..
That's all for now..

stop and relax !

NO !! stop the thinking..STOP !

hmmm been thinking too much recently :(..hmmmm time to stop thinking..

the owner is back :D

Wednesday,30th april 2008- well , well , well..long time no see guys :D . SO , my blog is haunted by ghost blogger * OMG * i wonder who is this mysterious ghost blogger..hmmmmm..( no need to think also know who already..yawn :p )

Alright , here some cool stuff i experienced this uber early morning..wanna know ? i'm sure u guys wanna know bout it :D..let's start the party ! It was the 2nd-leg man u VS barcelona ! SO...after some discussions with few of my " funny " friends..here comes the so called " proposal " ! we planned to watch it at a small bar which was located not far from my house ! ( bout 5 minutes walking distance )

THE CRAZY MOMENT BEFORE THE MATCH...

i got " raped " in my own room ! I lost my virgin :( ( haha just joking )..well , i was watching one of my friend playing FIFA downstair. Suddenly some laughing sounds keep coming from upstair. Therefore i decide to check it out..when i opened my door..all of them was sitting on my bed " smiling evilly " towards me..i was like o.o,then they say: welcome to the sex studio :D..ahhh that's the moment i got " raped " :(..is so funny x.x )

SHYT , class is starting..i will continue later :D cyas..

ahhh yea..home sweet home! alright here comes the moment..it was 2.10 am in the morning..one of my friend name edison( not edison cheng don't misunderstood :x) fetched few of us to the bar ! When we reached , we ordered few bottles of Carlsberg's.. (they say no beer , watch football where got shiok?u don't drink we gonna put u as star player in the next coming video )Well , so to give them faceeee and prevent self from getting raped again, i drank a bottle of beer..taste weird ..dont like ><..

*whistle sound blown* alright there goes the match..and here we go..everyone there was very focusing indeed our group was talking c0rk there again as usual..it was the 14th minutes..and THERE WE GO !! paul scholes make a superb kick bout 32m from the goal..AND GOALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!! everyone jumped up and give a loud loud applause :D..( 95% was man u fans there ) ^^ and i am one of it as usual..we are the red devils , red devils..jajaja..

haha that's all for that great great night..didnt went out till so late before :x.. like what one of my friend said : everything must come to the first time :D..

p.s : big hug to paul scholes :D , for giving a superb goal to man u to proceed to the finale..night guys.

It's Ghost Blogger.

Apparently, there are some feedbacks made by Mr.Owner-of-this-blog. He called me in the morning just to ask me why'd I put a picture of him when he was young.

What I get to know from him is.. His friends over there in Sememyih .aka. the readers of this blog, think SLYH is very handsome and looks like Jackie Chan. zomgwtfbbq? LOL !! Sorry la brother SLYH, I was laughing so hard when I heard this. and about Mr.Owner-of-this-blog, he did not give me any details on what his friends think about him himself.

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..G.B stands for Ghost Blogger, not Gang Bang. LOL.

Just to entertain all of you before I end this entry, it's time for some LAME JOKES!!! x)

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Question: What is the fattest city in the world?

Crack your head a little to think for the answer.
Answer will be revealed if there's a need to. Cheers x)

The Most Gorgeous Ghost Blogger <3

Time to safe this blog by presenting The Most Gorgeous G.B.

As you can see from the title above, IT IS, in fact, the time to safe this Gonna-Be-Dead-Blog of Mr. Foo Chuan Chuen.

You must be having a, or maybe a few, or maybe tonnes of question marks regarding on who I am. ( Okae la, I know I'm lame.. Hee x]). For your information, I'm the Ghost Blogger of this blog. I will update this blog when Mr.Slacker .aka. Foo Chuan Chuen is away from home. Geez. I don't even update my own blog that often. But do you kow how does it feel to be a Ghost Blogger of someone's blog and not your own? Ask me 'bout the feeling, maybe I will tell you =P

I'm totally lovin' this feeling!! HEHE.

Alright. Time for some serious business here. Here are some tokens for all of you who have been reading his blog. Hahaha. Reaaddyyyy?

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TADA!

Hahahaha. Yes yes yes indeed. That is FCC and his 15 years super duper best buddy in the world.. SLYH. Looking at those two, I'm teared of laughing so hard! If you look at the picture closely, FCC had rabbit front-tooth when he was young! and SLYH looked so innocent. Looked. I repeat. Hahaha xD

15 years of friendship! Can you believe it? And they are still close to each other even though they go to different college and university already!

So what do you have to say now? (:

P/S: I'm so sure that SLYH is going to kill me for putting up this photo. Hahahaha. and Mr. FCC, what's up with Barney the purple dinosaur's TWINKLE TWINKLE LITTLE STAR!!!!

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The Most Gorgeous Ghost Blogger <3

twinkle star :]

Like the stars in the sky,I am calling to you.

From the heavens above,I am looking for you.

In the depths of my soul,I will live and breathe for you.

Sadness dwells inside you;You have nothing to fear,

for I am next to you.I can feel your sadness;

Let me be sad for you,so you will feel love once again

Worry not about life,let me worry for you

You should always love life,for it is a part of you.

I'll be there when you fall,to catch you and say I Love You

An entry from not-the-owner-of-the-blog.

I know you're suffering, mentally, tired of everything that has happened to you recently. But no matter how tired you are, how much you wish that all these things might just be a dream and when you are awake, everything will go back to the way they were where you're still the happy-go-lucky guy I used to know, the guy who has basically nothing to worry about, the guy who plays online games 24/7.. But Chuan Chuen, you and I know, everyone knows that this is not a dream. No matter how tired you are, you still have to go on. You mustn't give up on yourself, you mustn't give up hopes from everyone that have for you.

I just want to tell you here that you're not alone facing all this hardship. You still have your family, your friends, me who really really really care about you. You really are not alone.

If you feel tired, there are so many shoulders out there prepared for you to lean on. If you feel like crying, there are many tissues held out by those who love you. If you feel like talking to somebody, there are so many pairs of ears there ready to listen to you. If you want a hug or pat on the back, just ask, and I am sure there will be lots of them who will open their arms to you. If there isn’t any, I will always be the first one.

I remember you told me once, “status is not important”. Do you still remember? In another word, being together or not does not really matter. Because what matters the most is I will always be here for you to listen to you, to share your thoughts, to cry with you when you’re sad, to laugh with you when you’re happy, to accompany you when you’re alone. So, does it really matter whether we are together or not when I will still be here giving you endless support and advises.

I believe, not only me who is worried about you. Your mother, father and sister are all worried about you. If you don’t be strong, if you’re unhappy, if you’re depressed, if you give up on yourself, Chuan Chuen, what will ever happen to them? For the ones who love you so much in their entire life, will you be so heartless to let them down, disappointed, sad and cry for you? Especially your mother. Words cannot describe the love she has for you. Don't let her be worry about you. (:

Think it in another way, in a more positive way. After what have happened, it is undeniable that you have realised who are the ones who really care about you. How to appreciate the people around you, especially your family. How precious life is. Correct? (:

I know it’s hard for you at the moment. However, just bare in mind that everyone will be with you. Everyone will support you, listen to you. You are so important to me, to all of us because when you cry, we’ll cry. But when you smile, we’ll smile as well.

So be strong! Prove to everyone and yourself that this is not going to beat you down. Remember you used to say this? "FREE KILL". Say it again will you? (:

Love,
she

life..

Friday , 25th april 2008 - hmmm..just want to share out something with u guys..about life..

Life is full of surprises and difficulties. A twist of fate can make your life miserable or blooming as the spring flower..hmm i have a friend by the name of STRONG..STRONG has not been in good health for recently..and had to deal with some family issues that have been very heartbreaking for him and have made life well..difficult..

what is life without pain..and i thought about all the pictures i have seen of men and women coming home from iraq with legs and arm blown off, and then i realized that i have nothing to complain about,not really..

the bottom line in all of these situation and thousands more like them is that life is hard..life has its was beating us up , knocking us down , and suprising us with all its unexpected bends and turns in the road..and should this suprise us? i dont think so..i think is more like a perseverance test from god..a real tough one..

so yes , there are suprises in life, some good and some not so good , like sickness and loss, heartache and pain..is just part of the life..face it and take it as a test :D

May u have a blessed joy-filled " everyday "..

live strong.." fcc copyright "

this is the day :D

Thursday, 24th april 2008 - yo yo yo ! In the coming 4 hours i will be back to my home ! although i have left home for just a few days but i feel like i have left home for few months man..haha..before that , tjm i know who are u ! u are min min jie jie.. :D..send my regards to yr family.

yea man , i'm getting happier and happier..haha the vry main reason is i'm coming back home and everything seems to be better with me and she..moreover , friends i met here is kinda funny , nice , like to talk c0rk ( dirty jokes and perverted stuff -.- )..but few of them smokes very heavily..frankly speaking i dont really like smokers and so i asked them.." what's so nice about smoking ? " they said " to release stress "..x.x..and they asked me wanna try? obviously i give a big NO to them..whenever they start smoking i will get away from them :D..i dont wanna be a passive smoker which eventually will die faster than those who smokes:O

life seems to be very enjoyable here , but i dont carry with those kind of mentality on..this is not self praise k? keke..i used to study and doing revision @ the library now ! i study hard and play hard as well too ! this is what i call the perfect living style :D..( for me )..cause i know my spm results has disappointed my parents, and this is the time i prove something to them that i can do it with my own abilities !

hmm alright guys , time to get on to the library for some research and revision ! take care guys.. :D

p.s : i will always be there for you.. :D muacks

something happening around

Wednesday , 23th april 2008 - Guess wat guys? hah if my mum see this , i'm gonna be a dead meat so shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh =x..

oh yea, let's get into the topic..i'm in the computer lab attending it and design..the first lesson is " how to use computer "..omg this is so simple x.x..it is like teaching the kindergarten ABCDEFG..so i decided to write something bout what's happening around (:..btw , the class is not starting yet so dont misunderstand ! kekeke..

so how u guys been doing recently? o.o? but i can tell u i'm doing very fine here..things changed a lot for me..previously i used to wake up bout 10-11 am , but now i am waking up @ 6.30 in the morning..the sun hasn't risen yet ! haha feeling curious for the reason me waking up so early? hah ok the reason is i'm starting to go for a walk everyday :D..i feel much better after some exercises..cool huh?

u know what? i am washing toilet everyday !!!!!!!!!!!! the housemate of mine , everytime after he finish bathing , the floor is like u know after u cut hair ? a lot hair rite? yea something like that..i dont feel comfortable with this kind of environment ( what hair also got le !! ), so i washed !! ( but i used his JOHNSON baby bath to squeeze on the floor ^_____^ )..but aiya she told me to tell him bout it..but living in the same house and study for the same course..i kept it to myself :D..

hmmm and i met a lot funny ppl , wat sort of ppl also ada punya x.x..alright man class is starting i better make a move first..i will tell u guys on the next post :D..

take care guys..

ps : haha , i know u are feeling very happy nowadays :D, i wont give up !..fcc rocks to the bottom of yr heart..muacks

funny , real funny happenings..

Tuesday ,22th april 2008 - yo guys , miss me? i know u guys will..not perasan but is 6th sense..jajajaja..hmmmm , i'm doing fine here in semenyih..:DD

Yesterday , it was the ice breaking thingy..nothing much i can describe but 1 word - boring..therefore i decided to go back my hostel..but there isn't any transport to my hostel ..i think and think and think..should i walk back? speaking within myself : YES i should go back because i have nothing more to do in school..and the library is closed..so let get my ass move on !..hah it was so dark and there isn't any road light can be seen..is so dam quiet..frankly speaking..i am scard at the moment..but thx god i manage to reach my home :O safely..* after 30 minutes of walking *

But this is not the end , the funny part is when i reached home i called she.. guess what? hah
she : ahh yr mother is so worry bout u..faster call yr parents !
me: O.O????
she : " sry " i called yr parents :x
me : uh oh , x.x shyt..." caused i told my mum that i reach home at 8 ! " in fact that i reached home 1 hour after i msg-ed her..:s

Well , i called up my parents.."ahh naggy naggy"..is just like mailto:1@#^$%^%^&%^@#$@#$!@#!@#$%&^(&*(...hahaha..but haha but i know they are just worried bout me..so i just oh oh oh ,"yes yes "...

alright guys , my class is starting :(..take care ! <3

ps : thx for being there for me and listen to me..don't worry bout me..

room sweet room..

Sunday , 20th april 2008 - Helo guys , check this out..this is my room (: ..as u all know i will be leaving tomorrow..as i am stepping out my small little foot step to face the challenge i'm gonna face..

Hmmm is not a very big room but indeed i think is perfect..frankly speaking , i'm so gonna miss this room, is aint just a room but is a room which accompany for more than 14 years..ahhh isn't it sweet?

Come to the road i'm gonna face..i really dunno wat's gonna happen next..but i ain't falling down just because of some blockage..i believe this is a test from the god to test my perseverance..which is a good thing i think..i'm gonna learn, learn to be stronger as i use to depends too much on my parents..i'm ready , just bring it on man..ntg is gonna fear me (:..

Guys u see the heart on my bed? It was a birthday give from she..and i'm bringing it along with me and oh yea and my small green pillow..aiya his under the big pillow..hmm alright guys got to go..cya in my very next post..

ps : Dont worry bout me , FCC is going to proof to u that what he says..

i am clear..

Sunday,20th april 2008- morning guys,Is 5 in the morning..i had no idea what struck me up to wake up so early in the morning..something to share about..

speaking within myself..
think, think..what u wan the best for her? i wan her to be happy and smiling all the time..i'll stop the flow of my tears..crying doesn't make anything better..i needa be strong..in fact that i must be strong..sometimes i feel like giving up everything..but running away from the problems doesn't make anything comes better..problem still occurs..i must be strong..i am just to weak to face anything if i kept continue with this kind of emotional..y am i waiting ? I shall be strong from this moment..

" when u think u're ready , come and catch me again ".. I just wan to say i love you before i dont stand any more chances to tell u..and i do hope u will be smiling happily everyday :)..:) :) :) :)

Ok, let's put every bad stuff happen in a box and throw it out far towards the ocean.."screaming towards the window".. :0 oops the next moment i will be seeing eggs and veges flying towards me..haha is still so early in the morning..sry neighbours..

hmmm guys u wouldn't be seeing me blogging in the next few days..as i don't have a lappy ): so take care guys..

hmmm..a small poem.

Saturday, 19 th april 2008 - u guys must be thinking i am a mad blogger, yes indeed i am..hmm there comes my feelings..feelings to the key of writing..

Words of wisdom
come to my ears,
telling me i've to be strong,
but i'm just too weak..

With the truth finally said
and out in the open for me to plainly see,
I wonder y i'm like lost in the golden triangle,
but this is the facts i need to face it..

With the tears i want to flow
from my eyes,
i feel that my heart
was stabbed with million pieces of knives

Love hurts..
this is what they say..
but i will love again,
cause i wouldn't had give up.

So i sit and think of all the things
the situation has cost,
due to the characteristic of taking things granted,
love and trustworthy has been lost.

Instead , a learning experience
has come from all this,
i need to change and be strong,
strong in my soul and love towards u..

i'll change..
i'll be waiting..
waiting like i ever did before..

A short outing and wishes from me

Saturday, 19th april 2008- A short outing but yet is meaningful , i am not gonna elaborate much on what we did today , but the best outcome i get is the photo with she..is time to get pack up my shirts , pants , etc..as i'm leaving my home for my further studies..i will miss my lovely bed,lovely comp, families ,buddies and last but not least she..will u guys miss me? :(?

oh and all the best to my 15 years buddy in his coming exam..i'm glad to have him as my buddy..we share laughter , jokes , dirty jokes especially :o haha..and ks all the best in getting flying colours result..thx for yr little advices ks..

oh man i talk like i'm not gonna see u guys for a long period -.- , hah who knows what happens next..Hmmm alright guys i got to go..cya in my vry next blog..

bad dream , bad move

Saturday , 19th april 2008 - Drip drop, Drip drop, Drip drop, darned rain just wont stop,its driving me insane. I couldn't really sleep not because the rain drops, but a horror dream..the worst dream i ever had. I'm not really sure bout the man face , but i'm sure it was full with blood. Red stain blood stained on his sword..and he was yelling ( evilly) " i'm gonna kill u, laugh evilly again" ..i ran and ran till no sign of that man voice was heard..i thought i'm kinda save..perharps i am wrong..so wrong..he appeared in front of me and he stabbed me with his sword..i thought i was dead that time..


And there goes my dream , i woke up but i am so terrified till i cried..I'm so lost that time so i decided to call she..i'm so sry to wake u up during the late midnight , but i really dunno who to go to except u..sigh bad move bad move..i'm so dead this time ):..i screw up everything again..

I am lost, lost...

the very first blog of me (:

Friday , 18th april 2008 - Hmmm this is my very first blog i'm gonna write in my life :O sounds great? haha yea i think is great..the reason y i am starting to write blog is i wanna share what i am going trough this coming days with my family, my love's one,my friends..hmm tough days thou..

woke up bout 7.30 this morning ( i think this is the earliest i ever wake up during this 5 months holiday ) time really passes fast..oh yea the reason i woke up 7.30 this morning is to get ready my Uni orientation which was located bout 1 hour journey from my house..well as usual boring briefing was given.. the briefing last bout 3 hours..as i mention from the vry beginning of the post, i gonna face a big challenge, challenge that determine what i'm gonna be..frankly speaking i'm kinda scard. hmm oh yea , i wanna thx she for giving me the supports and advices, sry for bugging u and crying this evening ):..i will change and i will take my words strongly this time..

Is time to get independent, hmmm last time i depends too much on parents. This is the perfect time for me to change..i will change..(: . change for myself and she.. before ending this post , i wanna say I love you to she.. for everything she had done for me..time to get to bed..cause tomorrow there will be a short outing with she, but i think it will be vry meaningful :o..nights